Hailee Steinfeld performs single for the first time: ‘I didn’t expect it to be as hard as it was’ 

When Hailee Steinfeld dropped her latest single on New Years day, listeners were quick to draw the line to her most recent ex, Niall Horan, through lyrics. 

And over a month later the singer and actress, 23, performed Wrong Direction on the Late Show with Stephen Colbert on Monday night. 

Discussing the performance on Twitter on Tuesday she said the performance was harder than expected but that it ‘hurt so good.’ 

Song’s debut: Hailee Steinfeld performed her new single Wrong Direction, for the first time on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert on Monday night

For her performance the True Grit actress wore a long white silk slip dress and a dress button-up, white shirt hung on arms. 

She took the stage, with white furniture, a chair and couch draped in a white sheet, barefoot and with a wet hair look. 

The background changed with purple hues and blue patterns as she sang her way through the song.  

Her look: For her performance the True Grit actress wore a long white silk slip dress and a dress button-up, white shirt hung on arms

Her look: For her performance the True Grit actress wore a long white silk slip dress and a dress button-up, white shirt hung on arms 

Details: She took the stage, with white furniture, a chair and couch draped in a white sheet, barefoot and with a wet hair look

Details: She took the stage, with white furniture, a chair and couch draped in a white sheet, barefoot and with a wet hair look 

On Twitter, she wrote: ‘I performed Wrong Direction for the first time tonight on @colbertlateshow.’

Adding: ‘I didn’t expect it to be as hard as it was…the second I started singing I felt like my heart stopped. Hurt so good.’

The performance was dramatic and due to the nature of the lyrics it’s easy to see how it can be emotional. 

Drama: The performance was dramatic and due to the nature of the lyrics it's easy to see how it can be emotional

Drama: The performance was dramatic and due to the nature of the lyrics it’s easy to see how it can be emotional 

Hard time: Discussing the performance on Twitter on Tuesday she said the performance was harder than expected but that it 'hurt so good,' and that it was harder than expected

Hard time: Discussing the performance on Twitter on Tuesday she said the performance was harder than expected but that it ‘hurt so good,’ and that it was harder than expected

The track doesn’t mention her 25-year-old ex boyfriend by name, but it strongly hints he cheated on her.

She begins the melodic track by stating, ‘I don’t hate you,’ adding that she couldn’t if she wanted to, but, ‘I just hate all the hurt that you put me through.’

‘And that I blame myself for letting you/Did you know that I already knew?’ she continues.  

‘Couldn’t even see you through the smoke/Lookin’ back, I probably should have known, but I just wanted to believe that you were out sleepin’ alone,’ she sings.

Singing about pain: The track doesn't mention her ex boyfriend Niall Horan by name, but it strongly hints he cheated on her

Singing about pain: The track doesn’t mention her ex boyfriend Niall Horan by name, but it strongly hints he cheated on her 

Hints: 'Couldn't even see you through the smoke/Lookin' back, I probably should have known, but I just wanted to believe that you were out sleepin' alone,' she sings

Hints: ‘Couldn’t even see you through the smoke/Lookin’ back, I probably should have known, but I just wanted to believe that you were out sleepin’ alone,’ she sings 

She doesn’t reveal who Horan may have been cheating on her with, but it’s clear that she was hurt by the ordeal.

‘Hold me with your worst intentions, paint it as a happy ending, every time you burn me down, don’t know how,’ she adds.

‘For a moment it felt like heaven, and it’s so gut-wrenchin’, fallin’ in the wrong direction,’ Steinfeld sings.

She also sings about Horan’s ego, stating, ‘On my tip-toes, but I still couldn’t reach your ego, guess I was crazy to give you my body, my mind.’

Hurt but not hate: She begins the melodic track by stating, 'I don't hate you,' adding that she couldn't if she wanted to, but, 'I just hate all the hurt that you put me through'

Hurt but not hate: She begins the melodic track by stating, ‘I don’t hate you,’ adding that she couldn’t if she wanted to, but, ‘I just hate all the hurt that you put me through’

Host: Stephen Colbert praised her after her performance

Host: Stephen Colbert praised her after her performance 

‘Everyone thinks that you’re somebody else, you’ve even convinced yourself,’ she added.

Steinfeld and Horan dated for a year between December 2017 and December 2018 before they split 

Horan also admitted that the break-up provided some inspiration for his own new album, in a recent interview.

‘I had just gone through a break-up, which helps when it comes to writing songs, I guess. It helps vent the emotions,’ he said.

Revenge track: She released the song on New Year's day

Revenge track: She released the song on New Year’s day

Burn: 'Hold me with your worst intentions, paint it as a happy ending, every time you burn me down, don't know how,' she adds

Burn: ‘Hold me with your worst intentions, paint it as a happy ending, every time you burn me down, don’t know how,’ she adds

‘Going through heartbreak helped write the ballads, even some of the happy songs, the sad songs that are dressed up as happy songs sometimes,’ he added.

Horan was the subject of another song five years ago, when Ed Sheeran wrote the 2014 song Don’t about Ellie Goulding cheating on him with Horan.

Steinfeld hasn’t been linked to anyone since breaking up with Horan, though Horan has been rumored to be dating Selena Gomez.