Dancing On Ice star Colin Jackson has addressed his ‘destructive’ battle with bulimia in a new interview and admitted ‘the feeling never leaves you.’
The Olympian and 60-metres hurdle world record holder, 53, spoke about how important it is not to let vanity become obsessive on Decathlon’s new The Power of Ten podcast.
‘This is the real important thing,’ he said. ‘Never make those things [vanity] become obsessive, because when they become obsessive, then they come destructive as well.’
‘Vanity is very much a part of it’: Dancing On Ice’s Colin Jackson has discussed his ‘destructive’ bulimia battle and admits ‘the feeling never leaves you’
‘You can have that passion about it and that sense of like, “OK, I want to achieve that. This is what I want to be”. But please, please, please never make it obsessive because that’s why I fell down that path…of bulimia.’
‘I understand it [bulimia] now – it never really leaves you that that kind of feeling, but now I can control things much better…Yes, vanity is very much part of it.
‘But I know the best way and the safest way to look good and feel good about myself, which will ultimately, hopefully help my performance.’
During the interview, Colin said Dancing On Ice training has been the most challenging thing he has ever done.
Talking to Olympic skier Graham Bell, who is another contestant on this year’s Dancing On Ice series, Colin discussed the difficulties he has faced trying to master professional ice skating.
He explained: ‘It is the most challenging thing I’ve done by far…trying to learn to hold a body posture. And as you know yourself…you make one slight, slight turn too far to the left and your whole body goes in the direction and it is so, so precise. I have a huge respect for ice skaters from here on in, trust me.’
He believes Dancing On Ice has helped him during lockdown and given him something new to learn.
He said: ‘I think for me at the moment, it’s the only thing that I’m doing that takes me away from reality, because once I’m in the ice rink, there’s nothing else I focus on.’
Colin has always talked openly about the challenges he has faced throughout his career in relation to race and his sexuality and admits that he has felt that there is a requirement for minorities to work harder for success.
The star revealed: ‘I think sometimes people have got to remember…that when you’re black in the Western world, you’re a minority…
‘We’re not being oversensitive, we’re just trying to be equal… we don’t really want to feel that we need to work any harder than anybody else to get the success. [It’s the] same in the world of sport, I guess.’
The athlete went on to admit that he has suffered discrimination throughout his life and as a result impacted his choice of sport.
He revealed: ‘In every walk of life. I mean, the first thing people do see… you’re black, right. So that’s the first thing they see.
‘I went to athletics because athletics seemed to be a sport that accepted black people to be successful.’
Speaking further about coming out as gay, Jackson revealed the positive impact he has been able to have on young people in sport.
He said: ‘I got lots of messages from youngsters…you don’t realise when you do something like that, how you can really influence other people’s lives in such a positive manner. And that was really important in the end to do.’
He continued: ‘It did make a huge positive difference for lots of youngsters that were in the sport and doing stuff. And I thought, well, that’s good, because if you can do something that’s you without any effort and it makes a huge positive impact for people, then it’s a win-win situation.’
The Decathlon Podcast, including episodes featuring Jackson, is now available to stream or download via Spotify, iTunes, Google Podcasts and all other major podcasting channels.
For more information, visit www.decathlon.co.uk.